waking up today was so very difficult for her, she went to the loo and came back, to sleep! Too lethargic dawn for getting up, drawing curtains or looking out of the balcony. With heavy heart (body) made her morning cuppa, sat on the sofa, she took the remote very slowly and started surfing for anything interesting.. oblivious to the world around, time, morning chores.. nothing! after few changes she could stop onto something good “coffee” .. watching her favorite guy, his charisma, lover boy looks and those crooked teeth 🙂
hour and a half later she mustered some energy to go for a hot shower, immersing herself to get all fresh and joyful.. nothing changed! Cab arrived and she just rushed for her work. looking out of the cab, all the memories started flashing of the good times, bad times, what could have been, what is.. gauging at the sky she couldn’t stop but get that out.. that ill feeling, that confused state, that question! Yes! was the answer, she felt just gleeful, blushing on her own, feeling ecstatic, happy, back to her life. Little does she know about her that it is not easy to give the life a MISS! Those are the breathe, the blood, that warmth to keep her alive…