Confused Mind..

Today the woman just went without any thoughts, no plans and the way the day would turn up to be. She wanted herself to immerse deeply in her work. The day started with normal emails, calls, meetings, and ya of course her most time consuming task of making comparatives.

half the day through she felt something not right, some beats missing. She did not stop doing the things she was doing so that the work keeps her engaged and her heart don’t think about the puzzles which kept coming to her for the last one week.

Confusing this is but yes not something which can be taken away from her. Life without this chaos in her life is just impossible. The more she thinks the more it becomes difficult and finally makes her chose a different path altogether. Her heart says that it is right and her mind.. takes her away from it. Always having this after thoughts makes her delve deeper into the state of her being. Not knowing what could become of her life without “it” she just engages into this oblivion every now and then. Goes deep into the dark hole, sadistic ways, dull days, lazy nights, nothing for her to look forward… n life goes on!